Saturday, December 27, 2008 Alchemist

He knew that his love for her would enable him to discover every treasure in the world. p94

Now, my present has arrived, and it's you. p97

if you pay attention to the present, you can improve upon it. p103

One is loved becaused one is loved. No reason is needed for loving. p122

I love you because the entire universe conspired to help me find you. p122

When you are loved, you can do anything in creation. When you are loved, there's no need at all to understand what's happening, because everything happens within you, and even men can turn themselves into the wind. As long as the wind helps, off course p147

The Alchemist
by Paulo Coelho

AppleSeed Ex Machina

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Friday, December 19, 2008

Sunday, December 07, 2008

old notes I have written on my handphone...

I cannot look at you coz I fear I have already fallen with the image of you. 

i believe problem shared is problem half. a lot of relationship problems were due to uncommunicated needs,worries. humans cant really mindread.

Happiness is knowing I can I will care about you no matter where in the world I am in.

love is abt building a history together.

I am addicted to a drug. it is called [your name].

Without your daily interaction, I grew uneasy, angry at times, unsecured. Yet after receiving a dose, I could conquer the world.


taken from fb profile

Intimacy is a four syllable word for, "Here's my heart and soul, please grind them into hamburger, and enjoy." It's both desired, and feared. Difficult to live with, and impossible to live without. 

Friendship is born at that moment when one person says to another: "What! You, too? Thought I was the only one."

"Sometimes it takes a lifetime to find a soulmate, sometimes he/she was before your very eyes all along. Often, time and distance are the Jokers in our deck of cards. But just sometimes, maybe once in a lifetime, the Queen of Hearts trumps it. 
" -- thanks andrea (:

Friday, December 05, 2008




I didnt understand the latter half, till recently. Now I know, how it feels... 




Monday, December 01, 2008

Friday, November 28, 2008


skipbeat official site
I couldn't resist and screen capture the web page. I like this anime a lot as she always managed to overcome her difficulties. She cheers me up... her pink coverall is sexy...

Thailand protesters took over both air port. Mumbai terrorists killed 28-year old Chinese woman, Lo Hoei Yen. Hainanese 40yr woman married a broke man, left homeless. Organised crimes trafficking humans in EU.

I finally got my courage to talk to this particular 3 year crush. I like her as she post and share interesting pages... progressively she stopped. We exchanged daily messages... but that too came to an end. I could take on the world (during when we were exchanging daily messages), but now, from hero to zero ... Love Believes the Best


Tuesday, November 11, 2008


Less talkative, unpredictable behavior
Girls take HARAPEKO strength.
From the middle of a tiger and the middle child.
(Natural) Blur said.

Saturday, October 18, 2008

Friday, September 12, 2008

scary price

just drop by hmv citylink yesterday.

Final Fantasy XI ost $91
Gundam Seed Destiny attack 4 ost $85

a typical computer game here is price at $60

so expensive. it is almost the price of a 500GB hdd. But I guessed that is the market those companies are aiming for.

Thursday, September 11, 2008

Art ...

Japan's Show.gate Warns Alleged Sgren File-Sharers

Haiz, this news deeply sadden me. As I am a big fan of japanese culture and willing to spend my money once I start working. But how do i get addicted? it is via BT and download. Fine. We will stopping buy show.gate stuff and boycott (i originally intended to purchase 'Special A'). Fan subbs are much better. Raw doesnt help the majority to understand. But with subb ...

I dislike commerical subbs. First they dont sub op or ed. their sub is plain and ugly, artistic value zero. they dont explain signs, cultural markers. the subbs are free and aimed for quality product. the commerical, it is just another dammn job.

getting anime and ost is extremely difficult in SG. About the only shop that I know, only carries a few is HMV at citylink. And typically they take such a high cut rendering it a super high price product. Forget about local shops, I once brought a northern cross and then realised it is only a taiwan chinese hard sub version. Why ?caused nobody else around the entire island or world has it.

Dont they realise? it is because of anime that thousand of people from Sgren wants to travel to jp? thus spending money on tourism? thousand of people wants to learn japanese? many of our countries elite are brain drained to jp?

So they want cash now, instead of investment in large flow of money in the future? haiz, short term view of life...

Thursday, August 21, 2008


I am depressed... early morning, I woke up for the first time in months at 6am, had a quarrel with my mum. Turn on my computer hoping for a relieve... Discovered 'True Tears' was licensed. These few days, the anime I have been watching (extracting) have been getting licensed left and right. (Licensed= removed from all sites)

And I really dislike those sub we watch on TV. They are lazy, cause they dont sub OP ED. It is as if quality was never in there mind. I am guessing, each word must be very expensive for them.

Ok good bye creativity. I have lost my information source. Since I am doing all these non productive, non capital output stuff such as doing image extraction, I guessed it really angered big brother. I have noticed a little improvement over the years as I do my art work. My photoshop and GIMP skills have improved greatly.

Just like programming, it is over a period of doing some repetitive task that a pattern emerges. A lot of patterns have emerged for me as I tried various screen capture tools.

For anyone that is reading, no worries, I wouldnt be stopping my extraction. Though I guessed a creative solution might be in order...

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Tactical Roar

My type of girl... smart, soft, cool, sweet, tactical...

Morte Āsherah

Thursday, August 14, 2008

Zero no Tsukaima: Princesse no Rondo Ep6 disappointed with ArtCentral

I am yet again shocked to discover that Art Central showing of the anime was censored due to the girl kiss girl magic thingy. Singapore is really still just a developing country. No big deal magic was spread via kissing. This is Anime and not cartoon. I can bear the commercial but this censorship is disappointing. Art Central was the only last hope I hold for Singapore TV.

Another terrible secrets, 7 months again before I left, it was showing prehistoric park and some other stuff. After 7 months, it was still showing the same stuff. haiz, there are stuff like history channel, modern marvel and such. Second from Diaster, in my opinion is an information content low show (aka cheap). we might as well stop the TV and put all money on to the Internet !!!

haha, why is it alrite for ang mo to have long hair, while for me to have shoulder length hair is terrible. My dad was scolding me. And I sort of realised, it really takes a lot of courage to stand out from the crowd. Typical Singaporean boys have short neat hair. Why? The school forces you. The military forces you. The society forces you. How do you kill creativity on the spot? by not allowing the people to have long hair. Simple theory. Now I understand, I met this Austria girl and she was telling me about Singapore, the death penalty etc. The state killing someone is really just a simple way of solving a tough problem.

You have your obedient uniform work force. And now you want creativity!!!! How can we create when we cant even differential our own selves? Kind of irony in my view...

Recycling, what a nice facade... plastic cups in hawker center, styrofoam food for canteen A. plastic spoon. haiz we still got a long way to go.

why do I have long hair? ever since the $2 army hair cut when out of business, I have been saving money. Every hair cut cost $10(in EU 40CHF), which I could save every month and use it for some other worthy causes since a lot of people are still living below the poverty line.

I read this in the article, environment protection can be achieve via careful use of resources.

Thursday, June 19, 2008


I did this for my old resume. it represents a cell in the cell processors with a human figure supporting for it. think no one ever saw this.

old art

Think I probably have lost the original, but anyway these 4 were one of my very first few pieces.

Paradise Kiss, an anime on designers

nice purple

I like this character a lot, smart, witty, sweet and caring.

my very first piece. nice curves. in Gantz 2

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

on blogger

missing older post link in blogger?


feelings ...

24 hrs

black hole on a white wall

Prisoner behind bars...

wonderful shoes

Sunday, June 01, 2008

crystal blaze

this picture reminds me of the place i was at yesterday... swiss is really beautiful.

Thursday, April 24, 2008

Macross Frontier (must buy...)

This was done in Vista Paint by the way...

Sunday, March 16, 2008

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my feeling for someone...